Almost 2 years went by and I can tell I am all positive. I forgot about this blog... I went through a lot of changes in personal and in my lifestyle. I've got a boyfriend now and I feel loved. Like really loved. And I'm happí by that.

I went to a horrible school what I left and signed up to a new one. I think I'm on my way to my new life. I want to be a social worker, I want to work with kids. I love them children so much they give me so much joy. Also I want to be a mother some time.

I often used this blog to my hideaway from the world, from people, I've always cried and cried about things that I couldn't accept. But now? It't like I am a whole new person.

If I could speak with my past self I would tell her that lifes gonna change real soon, just be patient and work on it, to what you want, do what you like and don't be sad or depressed. 

I know you, I know that you sometimes become your past self but it's okay. You are what you built for. And you will always remember where you really came from.

I love you...
...and don't worry.

Author