Happy New Year to everyone out there! Did you have a nice New Year party?
At the last week I was so upset because of my best friend who told me she was invited for a party and she wasn't invited me. (At that point I thougt I have to have a party with myself). So she fucked up my holidays.
On December 31, a friend of mine wrote me on messenger "hey, you can go out if you want, my mother and my friends said they will wait you if you come. and bring some lemon :D" and she turned my whole life better. Her party was so chill and so nice. There was 12 people in one room but it was so good. I felt myself good. It was great. So fucking great. :D
Before midnight we get up and we went to the New Years eve's fireworks. It was amazing. I did not thinking. I did not felt bad or sadness. I was happy. I was not alone. I felt after a long-long time I have a lot of friends but I never thought about it.
Today, Second of January I want to make some New Year Resolution.
- I want to work out (I started before but at this time I don't wanna quit)
- I want a healty lifestyle
- I don't want to sit front of the PC that much
- I want to be with myself more
- I want to be with my friends more
- I want to learn more and more
- I want to read a lot of book this year
- I want to draw more this year
- I want a puppy or a kitten
- I want a nice Birthday Party
...these are my new year resolutions
what are yours?...